Hey scientist.

Tell me scientist, what do great minds ponder upon at 5am in the morning?

I randomly think to myself as i start walking the neighbourhood at 5am. I hadn't slept all night, but i didnt want to. I liked watching the sky turn into the fresh morning that it is now. Today's gonna be a good day. I knew that before you (:
Maybe I am as they speak of, maybe I am a little bit...mental. I accidentally left the back door open, thank God no one else was roaming the neighbourhood at 5am. I washed yesterdays makeup off just before I went out the door, I love feeling that cold air on my fresh face. Still in yesterdays dress, wearing my boyfriend's hoodie (:
I dunno, just thought i'd share that with you. Well, I'm getting tired but I dont want to sleep. It's morning anyway, I was nocturnal for a night. Without going out to a party or anything. It feels good. At least I don't have school today. Well, I'm gonna go now. I don't wanna fall asleep, sleep is for people with a mind. I'll probably end up sleeping for an hour or two, meh. But I've never had a mind, remember? ;)



till next time,

These past four walls.

At around 2:31 am as she recalls. She sits herself down with a half done up dress, messy hair and a shiny face. In the middle of cleaning her room at such an odd time, She come across a big envelope file. She suspects she know what's in it. She opens it, pulls one of the colourful contents out. Her entire being becomes paralyzed for what seems like minutes. She slowly begin to cry dry tears of some sort. She places the first colour of the rainbow back into the envelope that is the cloud. She pulls out the next, and the next and She eventually takes all the colours out. As she analyzes a few, she cries. She never would have thought she meant anything to those colours. But then again maybe she doesn't. Like in a movie scene, she cries in her room, mascara making little rivers of black ash down her cheeks. At around 2:31 am as I recall. I sit myself down with a half done up dress, messy hair and a shiny face. In the middle of cleaning my room at such an odd time.