Jasey Rae - All Time Low.

Lights out,
I still hear the rain,
These images that fill my head,
Now keep my fingers from making mistakes,
Tell my voice what it takes,
To speak up,
Speak up,
and keep my conscience clean when I wake.

Don't make this easy,
I want you to mean it,
Jasey. (say you'll mean it)
You're dressed to kill,
I'm calling you out, (don't waste your time on me)

Now there's an aching in my back;
a stabbing pain that says I lack,
the common sense and confidence,
to bring an end to promises,
that I make in times of desperate conversation,
hoping my night could be better than theirs in the end.
Just say when.

Don't make this easy,
I want you to mean it,
Jasey. (say you'll mean it)
You're dressed to kill,
I'm calling you out, (don't waste your time on me)

I've never told a lie,
and that makes me a liar,
I've never made a bet,
but we gamble with desire,
I've never lit a match,
with intent to start a fire,
but recently the flames,
are getting out of control.
Call me a name,
Kill me with words,
Forget about me,
It's what I deserve,
I was your chance,
to get out of this town,
but I ditched the car,
and left you to,

Wait outside,
I hope the air will serve to remind you,
that my heart is as cold as the clouds of your breath,
and my words are as timed as the beating in my chest.






till next time,

i'm just a face for every picture.

I love music. Who doesnt, i mean i'm sure you all listen to it and shit. But its my religion now. I can finally play it, I've always loved listening to it and one day I will become it. It's my drug. I dont need no cocaine, i just need music. When people ask what kind of music i like i simply say "everything but bullshit". And then they ask "whats bullshit?" and then we have a big discussion on diversity in the music industry, and have winge about what we don't like. Good music must come with good lyrics, if the lyrics are shit, then the song is kinda shit too. I am hopeless at reading music, i even get confused with tab. i'm a dumbass, but i'm like smart and shit... yeah.
Some notes and chords just clash with your nerves and make you feel a certain way, whether that one note brings back a memory or that chord just makes you smile. It all happens in different ways. Lyrics are fucking important, but i could sit there and listen to instrumental music and still be happy, but dont get me wrong, i need the whole package.

I dont know if you guys actually give a shit about what i have to say, you know, i just come here to have a winge and hope that someone actually gives a shit and can learn from some of the intelligent shit that i say. I dont voice my opinions if i'm not asked about them, thats just bullshit if you do. I dont want to piss anyone off intentionally. When people give an opinion when no one asked for it they say "ohhh well i'm entitled to my opinion". Okay, yes you sure are but no one gives a shit, and no one wanted to hear that, and you could have just hurt someone. So shut the fuck up. Thats what i'd say. But i come here because i guess people can read it if they give a shit, you know. Its okay if you don't. I'm just putting it here for people who do.


I'm really not the type to judge, but i'm also not perfect. I mean, by looking at someone you can have a general idea of what kind of person they might be, but you dont fucking know everything. You can't say you hate someone when you havent even spoken to them. We've all heard it before; never judge a book by its cover, dont judge someone until you've walked in their shoes... blah blah fucking blah. But its true. We're all hypocrites until we recognize that we're hypocrites. We always winge about people getting the wrong idea about us, but what about us getting the wrong idea about other people? Think about it. We don't know anything. You can dislike someone, you can be mindful of someone but you cannot judge anyone until you know who they really are. I guess that makes you a bitch if you do. Just saying.

I pour my heart out on here, i guess, because i dont have anyone to argue with me face to face. I can just express myself. But you know, if you have an argument then by all means let me know in an intelligent manner. I dont wanna hear some dumbass bullshit, if you have something legit to say, then say it, i wanna hear it.

I seem like a real honest shit to you dont I? Well, I am a really honest person. I am not insecure at all. I am intelligent as fuck but not smart enough to do mathematics and read music properly (yet). Not many people know me, this me that i am on here. I guess i seem intimidating, but i'm really not. I'm not a bitch. If a random person tried to talk to me i wouldnt label them and push them away, unless of course, if they did the obvious. But i still wouldnt hate them i guess. No one really knows what i'm capable of. They don't know my hopes or dreams, my loves and heartaches, my harships and the good time i've had. They dont know whats important to me. And nor do i know about them. Thats why i dont judge.

I guess everything thats happened to me, the things i've brought upon myself, and the harships i've been through have made me who i am today. Even if i regret some things, theres no time for me to just sit around and have a winge about it and dwell on it. I have a life to attend.

My life is great now, it's changed alot. I finally know who my real friends are. My boyfriend is the most amazing person, and the best i've ever had, although shit happens and sometimes he's not perfect, i love him to death. My mother does so much for me, i guess the least i can do to pay her back is to obey her rules to matter how much they piss me off. I'm not going to break them, because that will break her heart, and mine because that would involve lying. And i dont lie to the ones i love. Like i said, i am an honest person.

As cliche as it sounds, this is who i am, love me or hate me, take it or leave it. I'm not changing for anyone.




till next time,